I was really heartbroken seeing Bela’s condition during those times when she was sick. My most frightening moment was when she was chilling one night and when her temperature reached 40 C already that we rushed her to the emergency room. I hate bringing her to emergency rooms (it is actually her first time there last week) as I know that they always makes routine checks like laboratory exams and I don’t want to see Bela cry once they do all those tests to her. But I guess, it is better because they were able to find out right away what is causing the fever.
When the nurse was getting blood samples from Bela, she did not resist but she was really in tears and she was just looking straight in my eyes and she was saying “Mom, mom” as if she wanted me to do something to help her. I cried with her during that time. I tried to control my tears to show her that she should be strong but I was in pain too seeing Bela that way.
But thankfully we survived that week and Bela is now doing well. Thank you also to JazzMedical because they made our life easier that week. We have less than 5 hours of sleep everyday but because their store is online, we just ordered our medical supplies from them and they just delivered it to our house, really convenient. Plus their prices are really so low and they accept different modes of payment so we just pay using our card or PayPal.
I pray that nothing like this will ever happen again to our dear Bela.