Rant

I’m pissed. This is really not a good day. But I don’t think my opinions matter. Nothing will change. He already made up his mind and I know they will not understand if he says no.

Imagine, he will be leaving June 6 for Majuro and he has to go to Bicol on the 5th. He said that it is an important occasion and he should really be there. But what I’m saying is can’t they understand his situation as he has a trip too which is official business. But I don’t think they will ever understand since he will not push it unless they say that it is okay when he talked to them. For sure if he will not show up, it will be a big issue that will be turn against me. I’m not trying to be selfish here. I just want them to understand too his situation (which I think is very, very impossible).

But like I said nothing matters now as my opinions will not matter. He is even willing to give up his official trip (which I think is very unprofessional if he does that since everything is already set for him – his hotel accommodation, his per diem, his airline reservation, etc) for this VERY important occasion. Oh well, so much for me and Bela.